I’m sorry you don’t understand me, or we were raised differently.
I’m sorry I come off as a flirt and you think I want anyone and everyone around us.
I’m sorry I get mad and upset and we fight a lot.
I’m sorry I don’t show you when I clean.
I’m so sorry that I can make things difficult, and I’m sorry everything gets too hard.
I’m sorry that I care, and I’m sorry I try too hard.
I’m sorry that I’m sometimes not even sorry for everything I’ve said.
Because being sorry for not being perfect, is a pointless thing to say.
This sucks, well here goes my rant for the month.
I stay, just to get close to you. I do exactly what I feel like you want, just to make you happy. Everything I possibly do, you make me feel like it’s all wrong. I ask for a friendship, but why is it when I try giving you what you ask for.. I still get a shitty end? I’m not jealous, but I care. You suck up, you give her everything, you even try taking care of her and comfort her when shes sick or whatever. When it’s me… You don’t even care, we barely talk most the time, you don’t even try giving me comfort KNOWING you were the only one who could make me feel better. You say you take care of me, and I thank you for the home and couch I stay and sleep at/on, but I guess I thought you’d be close to me and still be a friend. She gets mad at everything, so i guess that’s why you stay so distant in a way.. It sucks so bad. I guess it doesn’t matter. Things change. People change. I don’t want to care anymore. I’m not supposed to care anymore. This sucks.
ianastacia asked: You are so cute. Omg. Thank you for following back! :*
Thank you! You’re welcome.
ACCEPTING NEW FRIEND APPLICATIONS. ANYONE?!
I NEED NEW PEOPLE IN MY LIFE.
Anonymous asked: Why do you go by beeperks?
It was a nickname that got brought up randomly. It’s the only nickname that stuck and everyone would actually call me. I don’t like my real name since it’s too girly. So BeePerks is just a easier, simple name. Plus it’s different. :)